who am i to say
that i can be with you
it's not for me to take
it's for you to give

so why is it this painful
to know you care much less
that all you see in me
is some weak pathetic boy

it's not for me to judge
for i already know the truth
i will never be with you
i will never be good enough for you

though it saddens me to know
i have long accepted the truth
i shall crawl back to my little cage
and weep until the end of days

*from the life and times of tony ge...journal entry 4:30am 4-19-06
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roses are red
violets are blue

i can see you now
though i'm invisible to you

why do i care so much
about a forlorn hope

this will never happen
for you don't care at all

why can't you just end my sorrow
and cut out my sad lonely heart

you already have it in your hands
just squeeze and end my bleeding tears

*from the life and times of tony ge...journal entry 5am 4-19-06

my life has no meaning
why do i even try
this life was never meant for me
this life was always too good for me
my life has no meaning
why do i even try
i sadly pass away like sand in the wind

You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

Mamita yo se que tu no teme va a quitar (duro!)
Lo que me gusta es que tu te dejas llevar (duro!!)
To los weekenes ella sale a vacilar (duro!!)
mi gata no para de janguear porque

Ella prende las turbinas,
No discrimina,
No se pierde ni un party de marquesina,
Se acicala hasta pa' la esquina,
Luce tan bien que hasta la sombra le combina,
Asesina, me domina,
Jangea en carro, motoras y limosina,
Llena su tanque de adrenalina,
Cuando escucha el reggaeton en la bocina.

Tenemo' tu y yo algo pendiente,
Tu me debes algo y lo sabes,
Conmigo ella se pierde,
No le rinde cuentas a nadie.

A ella le gusta la gasolina (dame mas gasolina!!)
Como le encanta la gasolina (dame mas gasolina!!)

due to the interestin series of events today...i felt compelled to update...lol...newayzzz

so yea, visited troy today...interestin...seniors had their last day today  and wow...they were ready fo the shavin cream fight...lol, i was sooooo tempted to bring like a water balloon launch and jus nail peeps durin their fight and no one would even kno it was me
but yea, seein em all leave made me realize how old i've become...
i'd say i wanna go back to hs again but then it'd be a lie cuz college is jus sooooooo much funner

newayzzz, goin on w/ my day, finished up w/ my errands at oakland and went back to northville, it was then that i realized my rents dun have cable so i can't watch the game ...lol so decided to go around northville tryin to find a bar that i can watch the game at...but i kinda got distracted by custard time WOOHOO!!!!!! , fo alla ya'll who dun kno, custard time is an ice cream place and itz like THE hang out place in northville, basically bubble bliss but w/ a lot more peeps, white peeps instead o azns and ice cream stead of bubble tea...so yea, was jus chillin there meet new peeps as i usually do and next thing i kno...apparently i'm goin to prom again?  lol, jus a coupla small probs...one, i need to get a tux in one day...two, i barely remember my date's name and how she looked like...meanin i'm not gonna recognize her at all when she's all made up and stuff...lol, i can jus see myself mistakenin sumone else fo my date , and three, my classes suck rite now so i have literally no time and will be goin on three consecutive all-nighters , but outside o that...hm...should be fun...won't be the first time i'll be walkin into sumwhere and not knowin who anyone is

lol aite, and to close it up...coupla great quotes fo ya'll

69% of UMich students have 0-4 drinks when they party...BUT...31% have a MUCH better time

Zeta Psi Toast:
Here's to lying, cheating, stealing and drinking:
If you're gonna to lie, lie to save a friend.
If you're gonna cheat, cheat an enemy.
If you're gonna steal, steal the heart of the one you love.
If you're gonna drink, drink with a ZETE!!!

aite and datz my update...i prolly wont update in a while again so enjoyyyyy

~Tony